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I'm depressed
May. 23rd, 2016 12:25 pmResonating with me today
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Threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back a name
In your recollection down among a million same
Difficult not to feel
a little bit disappointed and passed over
when I've looked right through to see you
naked but oblivious
and you don't see me
But I threw you the obvious just to see
If there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel
eyes of a tragedy
Here I am expecting just a little bit too much
From the wounded but I see through it all and see you
'Cause I threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the
eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy
oh well, oh well apparently nothing
apparently nothing at all
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Threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back a name
In your recollection down among a million same
Difficult not to feel
a little bit disappointed and passed over
when I've looked right through to see you
naked but oblivious
and you don't see me
But I threw you the obvious just to see
If there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel
eyes of a tragedy
Here I am expecting just a little bit too much
From the wounded but I see through it all and see you
'Cause I threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the
eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy
oh well, oh well apparently nothing
apparently nothing at all
A groan of tedium escapes me,
Startling the fearful.
Is this a test? It has to be,
Otherwise I can't go on.
Draining patience, drained vitality.
This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old.
But I'm still right here
Giving blood, keeping faith,
And I'm still right here.
Wait it out.
Gonna wait it out.
Be patient (wait it out).
If there were no reward to reap,
No loving embrace to see me through,
This tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
Gonna wait it out.
If there were no desire to heal
A damaged and broken man along
This tedious path I've chosen here
I certainly would've walked away by now.
And I still may ... [sigh] ... I still may.
Be patient.
I must keep reminding myself of this.
And if there were no rewards to heal,
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
And I still may.
Gonna wait it out.
Startling the fearful.
Is this a test? It has to be,
Otherwise I can't go on.
Draining patience, drained vitality.
This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old.
But I'm still right here
Giving blood, keeping faith,
And I'm still right here.
Wait it out.
Gonna wait it out.
Be patient (wait it out).
If there were no reward to reap,
No loving embrace to see me through,
This tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
Gonna wait it out.
If there were no desire to heal
A damaged and broken man along
This tedious path I've chosen here
I certainly would've walked away by now.
And I still may ... [sigh] ... I still may.
Be patient.
I must keep reminding myself of this.
And if there were no rewards to heal,
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
And I still may.
Gonna wait it out.
Kicking the habit
Mar. 24th, 2016 06:39 amMaking time in a low rent highrise
No place to go downtown
Crushing crucifixion
Particles aching
Harmful descent
Take a shot and hide
Subway slam dance
Stale mattress
Slow throb bloating
Freshly open grave
Barefoot beggar
Barefoot beggar
Freshly open grave
Knotted finger
Turning pages in a book descending
No noise
The great trees fall
Calmly through the window see
Backward elevation
Faded spirit of the gold toothed whore
Moon dances wondering how could this ever be
Kicking the habit (x4)
Possession in the flesh
Loves made up melancholy
Kicking the habit
Kicking the habit
Trip back and unleash all anger
Emerging from the waterfall
Branch fork horse rear
Snorted downward a vulgar desire
Playing cards conjured on
Fly blown dimly lit
Round a room of shadows
Claw the side phantom pinches
Waking from a dream
Half eaten candy from some disordered heaven
Swirling tastes
Fornicate
Rotted meat
Swirling tastes
Fornicate
Rotted meat
A nested virus feeds eating dish
Aging
She sits alone in the worry shes created
More time put aside
Sorry, I'm fucked up inside
Holy hatred
Kicking the habit (x6)
No place to go downtown
Crushing crucifixion
Particles aching
Harmful descent
Take a shot and hide
Subway slam dance
Stale mattress
Slow throb bloating
Freshly open grave
Barefoot beggar
Barefoot beggar
Freshly open grave
Knotted finger
Turning pages in a book descending
No noise
The great trees fall
Calmly through the window see
Backward elevation
Faded spirit of the gold toothed whore
Moon dances wondering how could this ever be
Kicking the habit (x4)
Possession in the flesh
Loves made up melancholy
Kicking the habit
Kicking the habit
Trip back and unleash all anger
Emerging from the waterfall
Branch fork horse rear
Snorted downward a vulgar desire
Playing cards conjured on
Fly blown dimly lit
Round a room of shadows
Claw the side phantom pinches
Waking from a dream
Half eaten candy from some disordered heaven
Swirling tastes
Fornicate
Rotted meat
Swirling tastes
Fornicate
Rotted meat
A nested virus feeds eating dish
Aging
She sits alone in the worry shes created
More time put aside
Sorry, I'm fucked up inside
Holy hatred
Kicking the habit (x6)
Donald Trump protesters going off
Mar. 11th, 2016 09:39 pmShort video of Chicago protests.
This is the first video I've ever created on You Tube
This is the first video I've ever created on You Tube
This will probably make you laugh, or at least smile
Ministry - We Believe
Mar. 5th, 2016 09:00 pmstanding round the tablespinning fablesand signing autographscan't you hear them laughha ha ha ha hain their secreciesthey plan their strategiesit's called
hypocrisyand we believemorningsthey tell me everythingthat i need to knowor i care to knowwell i can visualizethe look in your eyesthe horroras the plane
goes downand the siren soundswe can't believewe can't believein the east where the bear is dancingin the west where the eagle fliesin the middle we stand
our groundthe forces pull us down down downtensions on both sideswe're paralyzed and victimizedwe're terrified and petrifieddemoralized and mortifiedof
genocide and suicideand patricide and cyanidewe're pacified by every sideforce-fed pride and then we die for themwe die for themin the east where the bear
is dancingin the west where the eagle fliesin the middle we stand our groundthe forces pull us down down downwe believe
hypocrisyand we believemorningsthey tell me everythingthat i need to knowor i care to knowwell i can visualizethe look in your eyesthe horroras the plane
goes downand the siren soundswe can't believewe can't believein the east where the bear is dancingin the west where the eagle fliesin the middle we stand
our groundthe forces pull us down down downtensions on both sideswe're paralyzed and victimizedwe're terrified and petrifieddemoralized and mortifiedof
genocide and suicideand patricide and cyanidewe're pacified by every sideforce-fed pride and then we die for themwe die for themin the east where the bear
is dancingin the west where the eagle fliesin the middle we stand our groundthe forces pull us down down downwe believe
